my 17th adjustment? ...?

It's the first time since i got my braces that i missed my appointment it was suppose to be on 11/5/2011 my 17th adjustment..


But i Decided not to go.
i was kind of hesitated but after my call to the clinic the hesitated has gone cuz the dr was planning to cut my gum during this appointment...
But honestly that thing wasn't the main reason whitch makes me not going , i can easly go and told him that idon't want this surgery! at least not today or the next month..
So my purpose was to give my self some time to consult other drs about my teeth ,though i knew that i'm gonna Postponed my self for 2 other monthes , also there is a special occasion i was realy soooo much hoping from deep of my heart to be with out braces in it..
But i coudn't any more Unfortunately,:(

but after all that it was kind of Sacrifice of me and i'm hoping that my decision was the right thing that i should do......